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Name: Dyansa V
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 5/11/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Dance, Writing, hanging with my friends..makin new ones...full heartedly loving V.S. being there for ppl when they think no1 is..chillin..goin to the beach..or CAMPING! lmao
*RIP Dexter Scott Sorina *11-25-85 - 11-1-03* I love and miss u more than any words could ever express. I can't wait till we meet again and u greet me with the hug that u so often did. I love you and I will never forget all that u taught me. Dexter, our angel.*
Expertise: Art & Psychology & Dance
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
AIM:  x spklenshine x
MSN: roxygrl114@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  mwgrl05
Member Since:
11/9/2003
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<stollen from Gabby>
Spell ur name using bands..(first letter matches)
Warning: I'm gunna take it back to the good ol teenybopper days! hahah
D: Dream (hahaha old skool yo)
Y: Youngstown
A: Atomic Kitten
N: NSYNC!
S: Simple Plan
A: A*Teens
Type you name with your:
Normal: Dyansa
Nose: dyanssaaa
Tongue: ddddyyyyyyyyan ssa (for the record...That was FUNNY! LMAO)
Chin: dee6yaqnssa
Feet: dyyansxa
Eyes closed one finger: dyamsa
Back of hand: vcyansa
Palm: ytanbsa
Wrist: dvsyujasn mjws
LMAO THAT WAS SO FUN!!! HAHAHAHA
Welp, I've been in Orange Cove and Orosi this whole week so I really havn't had time to update this thing...sorry guys. but I'm doin good. I left a message on his voicemail telling him that I was really sorry if it seemed as if I didn't want to talk to him..and that I was really really REALLY happy that he had called me and stuff..so hopefully I'll hear from him. ahhh I found the perfect picture of how I'm gunna cut my hair..I'm ever so excited!!!! heehhe I'm gettin my hair cut next week hopefully...hopefully in time for lewis's shindig lmao. woot woot...that's gunna be a blast! ahha on Monday me and Joni went to Fresno all by our lonesome lmao that was an experience. "I think its the next one..it looks \nice." lmao stupid Joni. hahahh. I got the cutest skirt for the party! ever so cute!! Forever 21 what what?! hahha and we got this mad awesome shirt for Lewis...hot. I'm goin shoppin this weekend to get a shirt for my skirt. woot. ummm well that's all for now...drop me a line buddy
God Bless & Love Ya<3
Dyansa | | |
| So..life's ok i guess...I dunno I hate liking Nathan...I mean..not him..but I hate how everyone tells me he likes me but he hasn't told me? I guess I didn't really give him a chance to on the phone...everytime I even think bout him I get all stupid and I can't stop smilling...when he called the first time and I missed it I was like freaking out! I almost started crying!! Rediculous? yeah, I'd say so..lol. I still don't understand why everyone's so suprised that I like him. they're like "HE NEVER TALKS!" or they'll clarrify which Nathan I'm talkin bout then they're like NATE T?! yeah crazy stuff haha. I dunno...I doubt he likes me...i HIGHLY doubt it..but everyone keeps saying he does..and if he didn't..he wouldn't have came around me like he did at Blockbuster right? and he wouldn't have called me after I gave him that letter? I have exactly 3 weeks before he's gone..I hope and I pray that I'll find out for sure from him how he feels. doubt it tho ...I pray to God this works out...
God Bless & Love ya,
Dyansa
P.S.
Do u like my layout?? I just redid it *gasp!* that's a suprise huh! hahah 3 freakin hours it took to make this!! ange'le blended the pic then i put in the bg in the pic n stuff then put the bg on the rest of the layout *goes into extREMLY long boring html story* and now hereit is lemme know what ya think<3 | | |
| so...everyone..he called...yeah.....   but nothing was really clarrified..like he supposebly did..i unno....that's what he said... that he "wanted to clarify everything" but never once gave me any idea about anything ... the only thing im thinking is since he didn't tell me that he didn't like me u would think he would tell me 'oh well its nice but I like u as a friend..or whatever' right? like that's not hard to say...b ut telling someone u like them is? right?...bah whatever...I'm happy he called but I want to cry at the same time...b/c its like Is this the end? he told me he's moving to missourri but not once did he tell me he's moving back...that makes me think he doens't like me...whatever...I like him so much..so me being the dumby...i'll continue to sit and wait for him....
God Bless & Love Ya
Dyansa
Do ya'll like the new layout???
convo with ashley:
x spkleNshine x (11:10:45 PM): u guys dont realize how much i truley like him
x spkleNshine x (11:10:46 PM): u dont
BrOkEn StAr 48 (11:11:43 PM): well...it first i didnt
BrOkEn StAr 48 (11:11:49 PM): but now...b/c i can relate
BrOkEn StAr 48 (11:11:52 PM): i think i do
x spkleNshine x (11:12:13 PM): yeh
x spkleNshine x (11:12:23 PM): i love how he makes me feel...I love the person he is...
BrOkEn StAr 48 (11:12:38 PM): like...if Randy said he wanted someone else it would hurt...really bad...but at the same time i love him so much that i would let anything happen just to make him happy
x spkleNshine x (11:12:41 PM): and i love to see that i make him feel almost as happy as he does me
BrOkEn StAr 48 (11:12:49 PM): same here
x spkleNshine x (11:12:50 PM): YUP!!!
BrOkEn StAr 48 (11:13:09 PM): and i would put Randy before myself anytime
BrOkEn StAr 48 (11:13:14 PM): and i would die for him
x spkleNshine x (11:13:19 PM): that's what i said!! if nathan doesn't like me or wants to be friends then it will hurt and I will prolly cry so much but if he's happy then that's all i could ever want
x spkleNshine x (11:13:26 PM): yup!
BrOkEn StAr 48 (11:13:46 PM): i understand! | | |
| K sooo tomorrow is the concert..woop woop...Shania Twain..yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss buddy.
He still hasn't called...I should expect this...But a part of me really wants to beleive that he is gunna call. I know we have something..the truth is..if he told me that he had the slightest interest I would wait..I would totally not mess with guys until he was ready or got back or whatever...I would do that..I like him..I really do..He makes me feel so happy and its so weird b/c theres so much I have to learn about him But I believe that God brought us together for a reson..All I can do is leave it at what it is and let God do the rest.. or fate..hmm leave one.
Dyansa | | |
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